@Break Coffee Shop
Around one moment ago, at November 3rd exactly, while I was online in break Coffee Shop, I had a chat with someone with YM id coco_anaka7. He is one of Luki-my senior in HMS- 's friend. No matter how, the central topic we discussed was about family -a child love to his/her mom exactly. At that time, I felt that God had sent him to be my 'elder brother'.
Two days later, while I was in the Lodaya Night Train taken me from Yogya to Bandung, (still via YM) I talked with him again. The topic was still about family -about how to love father. I was more convinced that God had sent him to be my elder brother.
A few days later, we had a light talk. From that talk, I knew that he was not in taken relationship. I didn't know why spontaneously I changed my mind that time. I hate to confess this, at that time I wanted him not as an elder brother anymore. I wished someday he could have been my boyfriend.
Then..In the next chat, he informed me that his mother had already had a would-be daughter in law. Well... OK. That painful information had brought me back to the track to consider him as my 'elder brother'. No matter what happened, just like what Kent suggested to me, I should be overwhelmed with gratitude for every gift God had given to me. And I was convinced that coco_anaka7 was one of His best gift to me.
Through the days after, he had haunted me with his SPAM (Stupid pointless Annoying Message) either via SMS or YM. He had successfully made me crazy after reading his confusing message. I was irritated of that condition. I wasn't ready to face him as my 'elder-brother. I was in process of reconsidering him as my 'elder brother'. It was the most painful time in my life.
One day, I was so awful after hearing my mother's statement about her readiness to leave my father. What a socking statement it was?!? I needed a shoulder to cry on at that time, Spontaneously informed my 'elder brother' via SMS. He was a great brother at all. He cheered me up. He gave me some strength to face this awkward condition. I felt that I was so unfair to him. He had acted as a good 'elder' brother to me. But me?!? I was too selfish still wanted him more than an 'elder brother'. I even avoided from him for a while.
When we talked again, a few days ago, with bunch of confidence, I felt that he missed me. And honestly, I confessed that I missed him too.
This day, we talked again. He told me about his dilematic condition Actually, I convinced that he had already known how to make decision to that condition. From that talk, I knew that he trust me to help him solve his problem. Pffhhh...He really considered me as his 'little sister' sincerely.
Since this day, I'll try to be a good 'little sister ' to him. KEEP MY WORD!!!
Two days later, while I was in the Lodaya Night Train taken me from Yogya to Bandung, (still via YM) I talked with him again. The topic was still about family -about how to love father. I was more convinced that God had sent him to be my elder brother.
A few days later, we had a light talk. From that talk, I knew that he was not in taken relationship. I didn't know why spontaneously I changed my mind that time. I hate to confess this, at that time I wanted him not as an elder brother anymore. I wished someday he could have been my boyfriend.
Then..In the next chat, he informed me that his mother had already had a would-be daughter in law. Well... OK. That painful information had brought me back to the track to consider him as my 'elder brother'. No matter what happened, just like what Kent suggested to me, I should be overwhelmed with gratitude for every gift God had given to me. And I was convinced that coco_anaka7 was one of His best gift to me.
Through the days after, he had haunted me with his SPAM (Stupid pointless Annoying Message) either via SMS or YM. He had successfully made me crazy after reading his confusing message. I was irritated of that condition. I wasn't ready to face him as my 'elder-brother. I was in process of reconsidering him as my 'elder brother'. It was the most painful time in my life.
One day, I was so awful after hearing my mother's statement about her readiness to leave my father. What a socking statement it was?!? I needed a shoulder to cry on at that time, Spontaneously informed my 'elder brother' via SMS. He was a great brother at all. He cheered me up. He gave me some strength to face this awkward condition. I felt that I was so unfair to him. He had acted as a good 'elder' brother to me. But me?!? I was too selfish still wanted him more than an 'elder brother'. I even avoided from him for a while.
When we talked again, a few days ago, with bunch of confidence, I felt that he missed me. And honestly, I confessed that I missed him too.
This day, we talked again. He told me about his dilematic condition Actually, I convinced that he had already known how to make decision to that condition. From that talk, I knew that he trust me to help him solve his problem. Pffhhh...He really considered me as his 'little sister' sincerely.
Since this day, I'll try to be a good 'little sister ' to him. KEEP MY WORD!!!
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